This post was originally published 9/24/13 on Vision and Verb. I am updating it a bit at the end.
“Only by its own roots does a tree stand tall and only by its own light does the sun shine brightly and bring life to our world. So it is with you – only when you’re trusting, loving and rooted in your true Self will the life that is your highest potential begin to manifest. Only when you are walking on the path of your highest potential will you ever be able to shine brightly and bring light to the darkness in others.”
Recently I set out on a new path to find what might be around the next bend. I was in the process of retiring in late July, but turned back from that path 2 weeks before it was to happen. I was not ready. On that path I raced through the year trying hard to just hang in there long enough to jump off at some point.
Too many times I find myself running or walking so fast I miss all that is around me. I am so afraid that I might fall over rock or root that my gaze is hard fixed on the path never looking up. On those paths I find myself running smack into dark clouds and storms for which I am ill prepared. They make the journey so much harder, and leave me with no joy at all.
But it is on those journeys when my gaze is not fixed, but expansive, that I find my true path and next journey. When I stop look, smell, explore even off the path a bit stretching my limits, I am most at peace. Even if there is fog ahead, and I cannot see what is around the bend. Even when the clouds may appear gun-metal gray and hard, I am resolved to forge on.
It is in these times that my soul is leading me on. It knows the true way. It feels the light-headedness, and giddy excitement for what might come. And when I am not transfixed on the path, I stumble a lot. But I pick myself up, brush off the soil, tend my wounds and look up again. It is in these times that the next part of the path is revealed and I move on again assured in my conviction that I am on my true path. Then and only then can I enjoy the journey.
I am walking the true path again, and maybe this time in late June I might find I am ready for what is around that bend. But for right now I am exploring my surrounds. I must be off now as there are some lovely flowers over there I must go and see…..oh and look a butterfly….my that is a large tree.
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Update almost a year later:
I wrote this post just after the first time I tried to retire in July of 2013. I was then hoping to retire instead in June of 2014, but again my path was changed and I retired instead March of 2014. I have been retired now for 6 months and it seems as if time has flown by and stood still at the same time.
I promise to explain more about that at a later time. Suffice it to say, I am still following this new path of retirement. I have been noticing my surrounds more now as I live in the moment. It has been a wonderful experience although I keep thinking the dream will end soon….but thankfully it continues on.
But even if it were to end, another curve in the path will show itself as it did when I started this blog. So on I go following the path around the next bend as it is just appearing on the horizon…I am beginning to get a sense now when the next curve will show itself. And I look forward to that shift as it approaches.
I leave you with another thought about walking a true path. Feel free to download the photo and share.
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